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There are times when you don’t want to say anything and don’t want to laugh, is that a sign that your mood is off or its just you don’t want to do a certain things
Are you sad about something or its just nothing
Can anyone look sad without any reason?

YES, I believe

I am going through a phase in my life where everybody is asking me what happened, and I would do the same but I can’t find even a single solid reason for this solid an off
Not being playful is not me
Not cracking regular jokes is not me
Not laughing out loud on even a PJ is not me
Is all that me or am I changing?
Is this phase a start of a new era, the era called the real life?
Is the childhood over?
I don’t know…

Usne puucha kya hua, meine kaha pata nahi
Usne puucha kya baat hai, meine kaha pata nahi
Usne puucha udaas hai, meine kaha pata nahi


Mujhe sirf itna pata hai
Ye to had ho gayi, kuch likh hi nahi paya yaar
Something is seriously wrong

Thanks,
ConceptADI

One thing I learned

One thing I learned
U cant be friends with everybody you want to. I thought I had the personality and I am good enough to be friends with anybody I want to be but I had forgot there are other brains present in the equation which could easily take control, I would rather say that I am flexible to anyone else taking control but I had not programmed myself for random variables.
Recently I had to deal with a random variable. Random very random, I thought I knew the equation but I was proved wrong, always. The equation changed and this way that I thought no this time I have found the equation, but that was just an illusion.
“In the end it doesn’t even matter”
Lines well said
It does not even matter, that who is your friend, and from how long one has been your friend
Friendships can break, and can break big time, till now I has lost two friends to these type of things but I knew the reason for the end of the first one but this one was VERY PAINFUL
This was the first time I cried for a friend, first time I just could not understand what is actually happening, the man with all the answers fell to find an answer even near to what was happening to him.
I learned another lesson, one has to forget friends, in this case if you don’t you completely destroy yourself thinking all the time that what exactly went wrong.
Still the random variable could have been less painful if it wouldn’t have come back, but it did, to again prove that the variable is random. It wanted to have normal friendship.
But can you give a person who is in “THE TEMPLE”, a place as a normal friend, can you degrade anyone like that, pata nahi, very difficult to tell
But still something could be worked out but I was not even told the reason, and the reason given was un satisfactory, “I AM LIKE THIS ONLY”.
Koi aisa kaise ho sakta hai, koi kisi ko itna hurt kaise kar sakta hai.
Kya koi itna emotional ho sakta hai.
I don’t even care if the random variable reads it or not.

But this just proves one thing that the human mind is full of equations, and these equations are very complex in nature. If god has created them god is great. And I don’t think we can even find the anwers, because I believe the more answers we find the more questions also are found.

Whatever it is one thing is for sure
WE ARE NOT LIVING IN A MATRIX, AS THIS LEVEL OF PROGRAMMING IS ACTUALLY NOT POSSIBLE TO EVEN THINK OF.
HURRAY!!! WE ARE NOT RULED BY MACHINES
AND YES I DO BELIEVE IN GOD

Thanks
ConceptADI

Kaisi hai ye meri kahani

Kaisi hai ye meri kahani
jise meine chaha, wo naa maani
Mera pyar use lagta hoga paani
jise meine chaha, wo naa maani

Keh bhi na paya, kuch kar bhi n paya
Aur naa ant me, meine use paya

Kehne ko tha bohot kuch, Par wo naa jaani
Meine jise chaha, wo naa maani

Jaanti bhi kaise, jab meine kaha na kuch
Par kehta bhi kaise, ke pyar hai sach much

Roya bohot me,
Jheeka bohot me
Par raha me chup, kyunki dosti thi nibhani
Nibhayi meine dosti, par ek hi baat jaani
Jise meine chaha wo naa maani

Haan ya naa? meine aaj tak na pucha
Yahan tak kaha, ke dhund le koi duja
Aaj tak uski, har baat maani
Par jise meine chaha, wo naa maani

Pata hai usko, ke mere pass bhi dil hai
Par usko nahi thi, usme jagah banani
Jise meine chaha, wo na maani
Jise meine chaha, wo na maani

Kho dungi tumko, wo kehti hai waise
Nahi khoogi kya, mujhe tum aise
ye baat bhi mujhe, nahi aayi samjhani
Jise meine chaha, wo na maani

Kehte hain sab mujhe chup kar jaani
Baat banne ke bajaye hai bigad jaani

Kya karun is dil ka jo karta manmaani
Meine jise chaha, wo naa maani

Me tha pareshan, par tha bohot kush
Tumhare bina hi thi, mujhe apni jindagi bitani
Kyun tum meri jindagi me aayi
Mere dil me ek aas jagayi
Ab kya me bolu, apni jubani
Jise meine chaha wo naa maani

Kehna tha bohot kuch, par jubaan ne roka
Rukte rukte ho gaya hu me khokha
Rote rote bhi hai, mujhe apni dosti nibhani
To kya hua agar
Jise meine chaha, wo naa maani

Kaisi hai ye meri kahani
Jise meine chaha, wo naa maani
Jise meine chaha, wo naa maani

ye dil se nikli aawaaz hai jaani
par phir bhi chalegi, usi ki manmaani
aur mujhe bas, DOSTI HAI NIBHANI
Jise meine chaha, wo naa maani