CHAPTER ZERO: THE COMMENT TO DIWAKARS POST

wow thts a new concept to me
i started writting this as a comment but it became so big i thought it would be better to start my own blog with this one

i am not a good typer and not at all a good writter so pls dont mind if i write something tht is unneccesary or if smthin hurts smone

but really i dont mean to hurt anyone

i was reading these blogs by diwakar and then ankit and then writting comments was so good......

good one
grt one
keep it up
keep going

and then it just clicked

i thought may be i caould also write so heres my attempt to this thing

BUT ILL STILL COUNT IT AS THE COMMENT FOR DIWAKARS BLOG : "Last Few Days"
"http://west-of-sunset.blogspot.com/2008/05/last-few-days.html"
THTS Y "CHAPTER ZERO"

and we all remember the events really like mini clips as diwakar said

we will always remember himanshu the first time he ws seeing a bf clip in college or lab

and raju bieng cheered while drinking beer for the first time

and shalab saying mein jahan bhi jata hoon pehli baar hi jata hoon

i being called a deshdrohi

many of us listening to music while yvsr shastri was teaching

dean saying "u can see my figure"

soni saying "yee meraa shaftt haii"

pandey saying aditya tumahri placemnt to kabhi ho hi nahi sakti

and vp mishra saying mein to pehle attendence le lunga mein chahta hun ki wohi class mein hon jo padhna chahte hon

and dr gupta saying maa ki and behen ki in lab

chauhan saying mam aapse achi physics to mein pada sakta hoon

and tikko saying achhaaa and OK and listening to burayi of mumbai 4m his mouth

and fuck how could i 4gt the "alien technology" lab :america gets all tech 4m aliens

all was grt and we really think sometimes tht the study and the exams and the fucking course books are such a small part of it tht we cant even call tht engineering

and all tht which is actually called enginnering can be described in words and the more u write the more u get in mind

ok ok the last one

i really will miss tht scene

tht we all sitting in reading room
and one copying from the first and then the third copying from the second and then this train went on to the second table

shit man tht was real fun

and i can really gladly and fukin confusingly can say engineering was not at all about the studying part

it was living those 4 yrs together and better
to know people
to know about people
to choose whom u want to be with
to make frnds
to find out how ur frnds r
to find out thr are different ways of living ur life and they can be bettr as well
to get to know people may be different from u and then also they can be right
to get to know how much people expect 4m u and they expect tht u shouldnt expect
to know how power feels like(it feels like u r god really)
to know : with big power comes big responsibility
and to know running from responsibility is so much dificult and at the same time so much easy

to know there is soooooooooo much to be learned in this god damm world other than wht text buks can teach u, and the small things are such important things u cant live without

the college has changed me
and i know for good
they have made me a cunning clever bastard but we all know assholes and those who fear cant survive in this world, one cant just depend on other for his/her own life and u have to live ur life on ur own

i gotta know tht thier is smthin in this world known as not trusting smone
bcz they can hit at ur back

and to master the art of dual personality
(i am glad i have accepted this today
and i am glad i learned it all)
but lemme tell u one thing ill always be friend eith frnds and will be foe to a foe
and i didnt use the word always with foe bcz if he/she turns a frnd, if u have not tortured me mentally u r always welcome, again!!!!

all these things takes the childhood out of u and make u a cunning corporate businessman

but still if u can think about others and still u can retain ur "bachpana" as i always say and remember who u r
u will always emerge as a winner in every aspect

and will definately win the battle of life

and i have LEARNT one thing
U LIKE IT OR NOT
MAN IS A SOCIAL ANIMAL AND IT CANT SURVIVE ON ITS OWN
PEOPLE WHOM U CAN FOLLW TO MOVE AHEAD IN LIFE AND PEOPLE WHO FOLLOW U SO GT U GET THE FEELING OF TRIUMPH THT U HAVE WON AND THR IS SMONE FOLLOWING U
I
DONT
WANT
TO
WIN
BUT

I
DONT
WANT
TO
LOSE
EITHER

ahem i think jyada ho gaya seriously jyada ho gya

ok i cut it out
CUT---------------------------
thts was the only way i could stop writting about the journey called engineering.....

IT GOT PERSONAL BUT I THINK EVERYTHING COMING OUT HERE IS PERSONAL

I HAVE NAMED IT "THE BIN" BCZ ILL SPILL THE BEANS HERE NO MATTER WHT
SO KEEP WATCHING

AND PLS TELL ME IF I AM A BAD WRITTER SO THT AT LEAST I DONT BOTHER U PEOPLE TO READ MY SHIT

OKIE TOKIE
BYES

HUHHHHHHH

THT WAS A HARD ONE TO WRITE
AND THE HARDEWST OF ALL WAS TO GET IT OUT OF ME