One thing I learned

One thing I learned
U cant be friends with everybody you want to. I thought I had the personality and I am good enough to be friends with anybody I want to be but I had forgot there are other brains present in the equation which could easily take control, I would rather say that I am flexible to anyone else taking control but I had not programmed myself for random variables.
Recently I had to deal with a random variable. Random very random, I thought I knew the equation but I was proved wrong, always. The equation changed and this way that I thought no this time I have found the equation, but that was just an illusion.
“In the end it doesn’t even matter”
Lines well said
It does not even matter, that who is your friend, and from how long one has been your friend
Friendships can break, and can break big time, till now I has lost two friends to these type of things but I knew the reason for the end of the first one but this one was VERY PAINFUL
This was the first time I cried for a friend, first time I just could not understand what is actually happening, the man with all the answers fell to find an answer even near to what was happening to him.
I learned another lesson, one has to forget friends, in this case if you don’t you completely destroy yourself thinking all the time that what exactly went wrong.
Still the random variable could have been less painful if it wouldn’t have come back, but it did, to again prove that the variable is random. It wanted to have normal friendship.
But can you give a person who is in “THE TEMPLE”, a place as a normal friend, can you degrade anyone like that, pata nahi, very difficult to tell
But still something could be worked out but I was not even told the reason, and the reason given was un satisfactory, “I AM LIKE THIS ONLY”.
Koi aisa kaise ho sakta hai, koi kisi ko itna hurt kaise kar sakta hai.
Kya koi itna emotional ho sakta hai.
I don’t even care if the random variable reads it or not.

But this just proves one thing that the human mind is full of equations, and these equations are very complex in nature. If god has created them god is great. And I don’t think we can even find the anwers, because I believe the more answers we find the more questions also are found.

Whatever it is one thing is for sure
WE ARE NOT LIVING IN A MATRIX, AS THIS LEVEL OF PROGRAMMING IS ACTUALLY NOT POSSIBLE TO EVEN THINK OF.
HURRAY!!! WE ARE NOT RULED BY MACHINES
AND YES I DO BELIEVE IN GOD

Thanks
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